What happened to you that made you unable to work? For me I was on the verge of a breakdown and went into a downward spiral from there on until I finally dug myself out of this mental medicated hole. Told the doc to stick his pills up his ass and I only have 1 pill left to ween myself off.
If I could sit here and listen to tunes and play with audio gear all day I would be very happy. But need the money to survive, they would not give me disability so the basic payment was enough for power and rent, that's it, no food, no smokes, no fuel, no luxuries. I spent most of this time off (7 months) using my own savings, then having to do odd jobs only to still not make ends meet, very depressing and stressful. Work sucks too but it is something that I accept I will be doing for the rest of my life. After all they keep bumping up the retirement age, they want us to work until we are dead.
.... just too many big black boxes up on ya shoulder up too many stairs for too many years.
The things ya do for the love of doing sound.
Can't complain.Got a brain full o' memories, (if I could only remember 'em.)
Ya just gotta do whatever you can, while you can, and keep looking for those little opportunities that keep bringing that smile back on your face. That's life I guess.
I know where you're coming from. It's somewhere I went, when I realised I'm pretty well useless from here on.
.... and yes, 'they' expect you to keep working 'till way after you're dead these days.
I'm still so pissed off that the week before they released the Budget here couple o' weeks back, that the Pollies here gave themselves a generous pay rise plus allowances, and then gave us on DSP absolutely nuthin'! They've sold off all public holdings in the way of Utilities and Public Services, then sell the country off to China by the billions of tons of ore they keep shipping out daily, leaving nothing but a big hole in the ground, suck all our resources out of the ground, then ship all that out of the country to the point where all of Australia will turn into a giant sink hole after it collapses all the way through to China, and we'll never see kangaroos and koalas again 'cause they'll all be eaten by the third world refugees that're slowly displacing us, just like the Japanese are eating all the whales,
and it's got to the point where no Australian will be able to buy ANYTHING Australian because everything including the ground we stand on, and the houses we live in and the trains we ride on and the buses we catch and the shops we shop at will all be owned by overseas owners!
And it's ALL the Pollies fault!!!!!!!
AND wot about that absolutely dumfounding move by our not too bright PM to SELL OUR URANIUM TO FREAKIN' INDIA!!!!!!! Is she NUTZ????? Of all the places to sell it to! Are you kidding me????
(BIG BREATH count to 10)
'nuff said.....
Yep, it's gettin' tuff.
'They' reckon it's tuff at the top, but I know for a fact, it's a lot tuffer at the bottom! Heh heh heh.... LoL...
(if I've offended any non Australian, then all I can say is, you gotta be here.....)